Rrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!

No. The title doesn't have anything to do with any Alan Chabat's movie.


How do you feel when someone comes up to you and start saying ' You know what...' and he stops his sentence abruptly.

You'd die to make him finish his sentence? Exactly.


That's exactly what we're feeling right now. At least that's the case for 5 of us. When SFERE came last Friday with Petronas, they told us that the Telekoms have already gotten their placements results. And SFERE (read: Pierron) said that ours would be within this week. But today is already Friday. Which means, whatever it is, we wouldn't know the results, not until Monday. And through out this week we (read: I) was so stressed up. I even check my email straight away when i wake up, which is an absurd thing to do since they only start working at 9. And each day, each hour, each moment that passed is suffrance (setiap hari penantian, suatu penyiksaan... hehe). Everytime I (and i'm sure everyone else does this as well) i feel gelisah thinking about it, I would try to be positive by saying ' Alah, balik nanti adalah email tu'. And everytime i see my inbox, my heart suddenly stops. 'You have 3 new messages'. And how dissappointed i was to see that it was an email from amazon.fr, pixmania.com and some other stupid Ad.

Arrrrghhhh....

Tiap hari kutunggu khabar darimu, tiap hari suatu penyiksaan...


...
Comme d'habitude,
Toute la journee,
Je vais jouer, a faire semblant,
Comme d'habitude je vais sourire,
Comme d'habitude je vais meme rire,
Comme d'habitude enfin je vais vivre,
...
Mes larmes je les cacherais,
Comme d'habitude
...
(Comme d'Habitude~ Claude Francois)
...
As always
All day long
I will play the game of pretending,
As always, i will smile
As always, i will even laugh,
As always, i will live
...
My tears, I'll hide them away
As always
...