Some of us fall by the wayside, Some of us soar to the stars.

If you've been attentive enough to whatever i write in my blog, you'd notice that i've removed something from my wish list. Guess what?

Last weekend, i accidentally downloaded agent cody banks 2. Since i've waited 2 hours for it to download, i couldn't just delete it just like that. So i spent the next 90 minutes watching it. It's been quite a while since i last saw Frankie Muniz acting. The last one would be in Malcolm in the Middle and that was like one or two years ago. To me he's just amazing. Wait, don't get me wrong. I think it's amazing how someone who is 2 years older than me, who i don't think can act, worth at least 2 million USD today. I mean, if you watch his movies like Big Fat Liar, Cody Banks 1, or even in Malcolm in the middle, you have to admit that his acting skills doesn't worth that 2 million. Same goes to Daniel Radcliffe who plays the role of Harry Potter. Did you know that they picked himas Harry Potter just because he looked exactly like what Rowling's imagined he would look like? I mean he got it based on his looks not his acting skills. And now he earns like what? a million quids (for pound sterling, like bucks for dollar) per movie? Well then again, maybe i just said that because they declined my application to play the role. ;) Yes i did apply in 2000, just for fun on their WB's website. I didn't know they would actually answer it. Hahhahaha, how silly of me to even think that i would have the chance. But hey, be honest, i think Emma Watson (Hermione) and Rupert Grint ( Ron), act better than him. A million pounds per movie, for 4 movies, that sums up to 4 milloin pounds, equals to 6 million euros for 4 movies. And here i am still waiting for my quaterly petronas allowance which is only 2100 euros for 3 months. And he's 2 years younger than me! Arrrgh. Unfair! But i must say that there are some young actors whom i admire. Like Hilary Duff and Emma Watson for instance, or maybe Haley Joel Osment (did spell that correctly?). Though i've only seen Haley acted in 6th Sense. In the end of the day, when i think again, am i just plain jealous or what? Hahaha. Crap.

I was feeling down once, and i consulted my BM teacher ( i was quite close to her). I told her my problem and asked her 'what should i do now?' and she answered ' go to school, do your homework, hangout with your friends, be a kid' (but of course she said that in BM). Go to school? fine. Do your homework? not so easy but fine. Hangout with your friends? I wish i could, but i can't. Not allowed to go out. It's study study study. And how can i be a kid when i'm stuck inside my house when everyone else was outside? Sometimes i asked myself, am i normal kid? And is it too late to be normal?

Last weekend i jogged. Yes. Jogged. Not walking, not brisk walking, but jogged. I myself can't believe that i could jog that far. I walked from my house to the railway station, that i jogged from there, went thorugh the houses in Quartier Sud and went back home. It was like what? 1km?, 1.5 the most. I know, you people would say that's nothing, but for me, for someone who's my size, i think that's something. For that, i gave myself a pat on my back.


From the day we arrive on the planet
And blinking, step into the sun
There's more to be seen than can ever be seen
More to do than can ever be done
Some say eat or be eaten
Some say live and let live
But all are agreed as they join the stampede
You should never take more than you give
In the circle of life
It's the wheel of fortune
It's the leap of faith
It's the band of hope
Till we find our place
On the path unwinding
In the circle, the circle of life
Some of us fall by the wayside
And some of us soar to the stars
And some of us sail through our troubles
And some have to live with the scars
There's far too much to take in here
More to find than can ever be found
But the sun rolling high through the sapphire sky
Keeps great and small on the endless round